As you know I’m a mother and a student…Well just a little bit ago I was bitched at by my bf saying that I don’t see his side of things bc I was bsing him about him not being able to come over to spend time with us all bc I wanted to finish taking some quizzes for my class and study to prepare me for my upcoming exam next week (which I have to do at my mothers bc of me not having internet service right now) he was saying that I’m always giving him some excuse as to why he can’t come over and that he hopes his mother is wrong about me creeping. I so wanted to flip on him and I would have if my kids weren’t right there. For one I don’t have time to “creep” my days are full of raising our kids, keeping up with the house, trying to get some studying in, going to school and sleeping. That’s not including the 5-10min quick showers I squeeze in everyday. I love him to death and I’m not making excuses, bsing, or creeping. I’m on overload and he just can’t seem to get it past his thick skull that this class I’m taking now is very important that I pass because I have to know all this stuff and more to take my A+ certification tests. He can’t see how important it is to me that I pass my classes and graduate so I can make a better life for me and our kids. Even when he’s there he barely helps out with the house or anything. Yea hell watch the kids while I run to the store or when I have class but other times he sits on his ass and bitch bc the kids are too loud or they’re in his way…something. Hell they’re kids! They can’t be stuck in their room all day:( ugh I don’t know I have enough stress going on and it feels like I’m raising a fourth child sometimes! Its frustrating and getting on my nerves. Any who I think I’m done for now I’m gonna go doctor this massive migraine and toothache. Maybe tonight I can get some painless and restful sleep for once. It really would be lovely….sorry for my long confusing and probably point less blog vent lol!